English to Chinese Social Sciences Government / Politics

On his revelation in the book that during much of his time in office he was "seething inside" at Ken Starr:
I also realized that I could not afford to manifest any anger. Keep in mind, I was always mad at myself because I asked for the special counsel and it was a horrible mistake. I really thought it was an up-and-up deal. The thing that really angered me was I felt helpless because I felt like I had set in motion a chain of events in a good-faith effort to reassure mostly the press more than the American people-the people didn't care-that I hadn't done anything wrong in Whitewater and neither had Hillary. And now Hillary, Susan McDougal, all these people in Arkansas, they were being crushed because of these events, and I couldn't help them. Look, I figured I'm big enough to take care of myself, I made the mistake of asking for this, I thought it was a legit deal, and I'll just keep performing as President, and if I survive and stay healthy, when I leave the White House then I'll make enough money to pay my bills and go on. I didn't worry nearly as much about that as I did about everybody else, and I felt so helpless. I thought, I'm in the one position on earth, the presidency of the United States. It's supposed to be the most powerful job on earth. And on this one thing, it's the most powerless job. I cannot do anything to help these people.